under the mask.

here lie fragments of my soul, hidden under layers of glitters and vibrant colors. life is, most of the times, not what it seems.

Big Bang’s T.O.P

.

Why do people have to be this lonely? What’s the point of it all? Millions of people in this world, all of them yearning, looking to others to satisfy them, yet isolating themselves. Why? Was the earth put here just to nourish human loneliness?”

(Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart)

 

Lee Soo Hyuk & Sung Joon

.

have learned to keep my mouth shut, my thoughts sealed,

for they would never understand how I feel.

no one to confide in, no one to rely on.

I am all alone in my world.

Kang Dong Won & Song Hye Kyo

.

in this life, all love means to me is just an illusion that out of affection, someday someone will change, for me.

but illusion can never turn into something real, ain’t that so?

Big Bang’s T.O.P

.

“No matter where I go, I still end up me. What’s missing never changes. The scenery may change, but I’m still the same old incomplete person. The same missing elements torture me with a hunger that I can never satisfy. I think that lack itself is as close as I’ll come to defining myself.”

(Haruki Murakami, South of the Border, West of the Sun)

Kang Dong Won

.

maybe I’d just run away.

maybe I’d just live on the way.

maybe we’d meet someday.

maybe. maybe…

Lee Soo Hyuk
.
“You’re very clear about what you like and what you don’t like,” she said.
"Maybe so," I said. "Maybe that’s why people don’t like me. Never have."
"It’s because you show it," she said. "You make it obvious you don’t care whether people like you or not. That makes some people angry.”
(Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood)

Lee Soo Hyuk

.

“You’re very clear about what you like and what you don’t like,” she said.

"Maybe so," I said. "Maybe that’s why people don’t like me. Never have."

"It’s because you show it," she said. "You make it obvious you don’t care whether people like you or not. That makes some people angry.”

(Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood)

MBLAQ

.

there are good days and there are bad days. you can’t always have things your way. and that’s okay.

because there are bad days and there are good days.

BEAST’s Yong Jun Hyung

.

wish I were capable of holding more affection.

for someone.

for anyone.

Epik High’s Tablo

.

got myself in trouble, again. and again.

feeling so useless and helpless.

why does everything keep getting out of control?

what should I do now?

MBLAQ

.

whenever I get upset on my birthday,

I just replay what you said in my head, over and over again.

"your birthday is only important to you."

and stop asking for what others can’t give.

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