colors of a chic-dol.

Yamashita Tomohisa

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since when real emotions have become something that needs hiding?
only in front of you can my heart be shown, both the angelic and the demonic halves.
because I know you will save me from myself and bring me back to the ground.

Yamashita Tomohisa

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a happy person is a beautiful person.

C.N Blue’s Jung Yong Hwa

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“In the world of lies,
my burdened soul only believes in you…”

MBLAQ’s Lee Joon

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Happy Lunar New Year, everyone! hope that in this year of Dragon, we will always be able to smile happily like this muscle pabo!

(at first I chose his pabo photo as I thought he - as an 88er - was born in the year of Dragon. but as I rechecked, I found out that according to Lunar calendar, he was born on 20 Dec of the year of Rabbit instead. nvm, his smile still looks radiantly happy anyway!)

KAT-TUN’s Taguchi Junnosuke

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searching for the small gifts hidden in this game called life.

Infinite’s Sung Jong

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there are people who are just like sunshine, exuding a sort of positive light that warms others’ tired hearts. sometimes I envy them for their brightness, which I once had but somehow lost along the way..

at times I feel that I’m a very troubled soul with an extremely vague idea of my real identity. I’ve grown too used to protecting my image in public that even when I feel like pouring my heart out, I will somehow manage to get back to my sarcastically cheerful self after just a few hints of sadness. but today I’ve become officially tired of putting on a show, and just got this urge to stay disconnected with the world for a while.

I’ve grown so concerned about what others think of me that I hurt myself, and it just doesn’t feel right. I’ve got no mental strength left to hold on to others either. I’m tired of trying to share yet hide my troubled thoughts. tired of the feeling that I’m a burden, that I’m just bugging others and wasting their time. I’m tired of the thought that I need to live up to their expectations, and even more tired of my own broken lies.

I wish I could just have someone to comfortably cry to again. and I wish I could have the courage to cry to someone again.

on a day when all mental problems are piled up and explode in my head. let me be weak for a day.

Infinite’s L

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and the emotions will fade away. after this comes to an end, all that are left for me are just memories of a wild, naive youth. and a heart that slowly grows old. and a soul that is longing to rest.

Kim Jae Wook

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whenever I feel sad, I have this urge to grab the keyboard and type down pages of monologues to relieve those unpleasant feelings. but after going half the way to the peak of sadness, I always find myself roll down and erase everything.

ranting on sadness is actually a much harder thing to do than you think it is. so it’s easier to just fake a smile first, and try to cheer yourself up later.

Akanishi Jin

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on a day when real sad words are better kept unsaid, and real sad feelings are better kept inside.

for the real destination is too dark and haunting, it is better to mislead others to a road with less thorns and rocks..